Update again for oct and early november. llyas got hfmd last week and i chose to stay home to look after him. Luckily its not fully blown. He had spots on his hands and feet but nothing in the mouth so he's eating quite well.

HOD told me i'd be teaching fully Geog next year. Thats a lot of marking load! I met P just now and he told me to think of it positively. Yeaaahhh... what else can i do? He said he'll see if he can put me back in MT dept the following year. I kinda enjoyed teaching MT this year.. not sure why.. and i noticed that my malay has improved tremendously. I'm proud that i can speak both languages fluently. End of next year, I'm not sure about that.

Hubby is in the midst of career change. I'm not sure whats in store for him but i do hope all will be well soon. I still can't get over the disappointment of RP.

Ibu and ayah seem to get along much better. Ibu has calmed down a lot! She's now attending computer lessons and going for religious studies at the mosque. So, I really feel relieved and hope she'll stay positive. ayah came back home last sunday. i hope he'll come home for good. just hope the past won't haunt him. We all just want the best possible way for everyone.

One last bit about me, I have a goal. I want to be 55kg by end of this year. Working hard with the AMORE trainings with Rosalie and the short kettlebells workout. On top of that, i'm also tracking what i'm eating. Seriously counting calories with the help of websites. Actually, other than my left knee, i feel stronger overall and more alert. Ok, wish me luck for that!!